Monday, December 13, 2010

Why?

Today I pose a questions to myself. In search of answers. I highly doubt that writing this blog will bring me anywhere near answers and if by some miracle it does the, wow. What defines a man? What defines beauty? Why do we judge? Why is society just so screwed up today? Why do we judge? Why are we so god dang ignorant? And most of all, does karma exist? And if it does how fast will it act?

First off if anyone knows me. And knows my sit-rep. Well it ain't pretty. Thats all. I have a load of ignorance in my house brought by step family. I have a huge workload creating stress and such. . .blah blah blah. . . Damn that bit of transcript was lost somewhere in the river of thoughts. . .

So first question men. . . What is going to define my life. So that everyone can say damn that was a good person. Is it the money in my pocket. . .well I'm a ways off then . . Women . . . No there's only person in this world i need. . .I don't know anymore. I guess I'll live life and see what books they write about me if any. . .

Beauty? Eye of the beholder? I guess. That whole its was inside thing. True but whole listens. Everyone has a beauty in their own way. Beauty is defined by where you come from you could say. . . If I come from a deformed group of mutants haha then I'll say a mutant is beautiful. . . haha that works. I just hate the American concept today. . .

Judgement! Why do we judge. Human nature? Because we think we know whats right I guess. I just hate calling someone ugly then not getting to know them.

Society. In short is down the drain. Lost. We have to regain it. Today it is ignorance which means tomorrow is death.

All this about one thing wow.